Warning: Creating default object from empty value in /home2/chrilam3/public_html/wp-content/themes/simplicity/functions/admin-hooks.php on line 160
Tag Archives: shopping

Making Peace with Target

Do you shop at Target? Or Nordstrom or Banana Republic?

Not just occasionally, I’m talking at least a few times a week?

I mean, they have pretty cool stuff, right?

I’ve so been there.

My husband used to say, what exactly do we buy at Target? We seem to go there A LOT. (By we, he really meant me).

Eventually I learned the problem wasn’t about Target.

Target was simply a symptom of a bigger challenge.

The real issue was understanding why I felt compelled to spend so much money on stuff that wasn’t bring value into my life.

Target made it easy for me to disengage.

To use shopping to feel better about life for a few minutes a day.

To get lost in all the cool stuff and forget about my problems.

But  I knew I could do better than Target.  For my money, and myself.

So I took a hard look at my money.

What I saw wasn’t pretty.

Nearly all of my net worth was comprised of my 401k.

Which doesn’t sound so bad.

Until I realized I was putting 10% of my salary in my 401k and that 10% made up  up 90% of my net worth.

What exactly was I doing with the other 90%?

That’s not a simple question to answer.

On the surface I was just shopping.

Buying clothes.  And decorations for the house.

And whatever else I wanted.

Except I didn’t really want any of it.

What I really wanted was to be liked.

To be admired for my style.

To be loved.

To be happy.

And Target just couldn’t get the job done.

No matter how much I spent.

So I had to make peace with myself.

I had to discover what I really wanted.

I had to learn who I was without wearing a new outfit.

And that was hard.

It still is hard.

I’m learning to connect with myself.  Sometimes I don’t like what I see.

Sometimes it just plain sucks.

And it’s rewarding.

I’m constantly learning and growing.

I’ve learned I really don’t like Target clothes that much.

I’ve learned that I’m uncomfortable sitting still.

I’ve learned that intimacy and connection make me more uncomfortable than sitting still.

And I really want those things anyways.

I’ve learned that I’m not always comfortable letting people see me.

But I want to let them see me anyway.

I want to see me.

And when I started to see me and let the world in on what I was seeing, a funny thing happened.

Target lost its luster.

It wasn’t the joy factory I’d made it out be.

But I was.

 

2 Comments

Holiday Spending

For years I celebrated the holidays by spending money.

I’d buy gifts for everyone I knew.

I’d shop, shop, shop all season long.

I was trying to buy holiday happiness for everyone, including myself.

Of course, I couldn’t.  It didn’t matter how many presents were under the tree.

The holidays were the holidays.

Sometimes happy.  Sometimes not so much.

I’ve since realized that happiness has nothing to do with spending money.

Yes, this sounds silly.  And even though I’m smart, it wasn’t always obvious.

This year I want to challenge you to find your holiday happiness without spending a dime.

That doesn’t mean you can’t buy gifts.

But before you buy, take some time to figure out what you really want for Christmas.

Do you want to be happier?

Do you want more connection?

Do you want more fun?

Figure out the feeling first.

Then decide how you can get that feeling without buying gifts.

For yourself or others.

It is possible. And it’s one of the best presents you’ll get all year.

Leave your comments and insights below. 

Email me your questions on money to christy.lambert@areyouthriving.com

If you like this,  share it on facebook or twitter!

If you want some help creating a holiday spending plan and connecting with what you really want this year, join the Holiday SOS coaching experience. 

It’ll change your relationship with holiday spending forever.  Click Here & Get Started

 

Leave a comment